Saturday, April 30, 2005

our deep love for each other :))))  

I danced.I sang.
10:11 PM

howw sweeetttt  

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10:11 PM

im not heavvyyy :)  

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10:10 PM

boo!  

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10:10 PM

kisses to all :)  

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10:09 PM

Friday, April 29, 2005

hm.i wanna say a big thank you to my current classmates :)
yep.i know im damn dao and er.wadever last time.yea.after the chapel service on joe blah.i've come to realise dat everyone has their faults and flaws.no one is perfect including me.im sure their good points override their flaws.im so so sorry peeps.
ya.i must say ive grown closer to my classmates and im beginning to like dem more.including er.rasi and sze.
-yay- im so happy to love my friends.at least now i dont have to bear grudges and blah anymore lah.haha. -yay-

I danced.I sang.
8:08 AM

Have u ever missed someone and felt

terrible because u think tat he doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the sametime,

Its such a SWEET feeling.

U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him.

Thinking if he ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it'shim.

Looking out of the window hoping that he willsurprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking ofhim,missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time uwere out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the starsagain, talking about everything, your dreams,plans, future.

Logging on to the MSN hoping to see him online.

When u realise that he isn't online and did notreturn your call or sms, u will start worrying ifsheis okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.

It exposes u to loneliness.

It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known asemptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.

U know that u really care and u indulge in the feelingof loving or caring for him.

But missing someone and not knowing if he is feeling the same is terrible.

U feel as if u are being left alone.

So if u miss someone, tell him and let them know.

At the same time, ask if they miss u.

Altought theanswer might be NEGATIVE.

Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let theother party know.

I danced.I sang.
7:56 AM

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

guess wad.i just finished the damn track and field meets.seriously a waste of time.hm,just realised that Beh hates acjc as much as i do.and he used be in acsi.no wonder we clicked so well the first time we met.
ok.i think i hate guys.seriously detest dem like shit.they suck.
i noe its not relevant.
but right now.i just feel like screaming and shouting at someone.er.how sweet if theres someone who can let me shout at him.
i want to be in a world where theres no guys at all! not a single one of dem.life will be good den i think.i think im les.ya.maybe bi.
ive made a decision and i will stand firm to it.
ok.i think u are confused about wad im talking about.
ive been listening to ALMOST HERE for the whole day.during lessons.during the sports meet.i just think its so relevant to me.
today during maths consultation time at LT3.eugenia,eudora and sarah played the piano.they rock! haha.and eu played Canon in D.soooooooo sweeeetttttttttt.i just felt like marrying someone at that point of time.haha.
ya.but again.im les.haha
oh ya!forgot to blog about something which is super important!
today during the sports meet.haha.i saw this couple quarelling lah.haha.so freaking interesting.tried to eavesdrop budden,i didn have the mood to do it .so din managed to catch anything they were saying.but the looks on the girl..haha.seriously amused me lah!haha.
but,i haven seen this girl around in sch b4.but i can recognise the guy!haha.shall tell viv :)
ok.still got bio test to blog about.it suck! haha.totally!i couldnt do a SINGLE question.it was mostly on application questions.sucks lah.they allowed open book test.ya right.the "open book" was a flash card.A SINGLE FLASH CARD TO SQUEEZE 3 BIG CHAPTERS INSIDE.i think they are mad or something.zzzz
ya.i wan to be misery-free.sorry.saw a fren using this nick in msn.so.
ok.in conclusssionnnnn..

- i will take eternity to forget u even though i just fell in love with u -

-im so deeply in love with you-

me and you.

I danced.I sang.
3:31 AM

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

im gonna explode with sadness soon.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I danced.I sang.
8:08 AM

somehow,i just feel very lost.i dunnoe why.tmr's bio test on 3 blardy big chapters.and i just skimed through.so unlike me.
browsing through my organiser, i realised that i've spent 117 days in vain.i really hate sch.not because of my classmates (ive promised myself to accept who they are alr) but its just that i feel that there's no point in studying.i wanna go overseas to study.UK probably.i just wan to escape the realities of the world.i want to recoil back into the world of my own.shucks.

-say u love me even though u dont.because i would be happy enough just to know that u love me even though u are lying-

me and u

i've to stay back for stupid track and field meets tmr.the sch just robbed me off my short day.hm.but i've to be contented because some cant even spend a day properly.yup.i shld be contented.
ive no idea what to write anymore .im so drained today.this week sucks.totally.

I danced.I sang.
7:23 AM

Monday, April 25, 2005

WHO TOOK MY STUPID TAGBOARD AWAY!!!!!! -sorry peeps.theres something wrong with the webby- :) hehe.i will do a new tagboard when im free-ier. keke
anyway.today's chapel was nice.Pastor Banabas(i've no idea how to spell his name) talked about this guy called Joe blah (forgot his name) yup.he told us that hatred causes misery and that discontenment causes misery too.
ok.so from today onwards, i shall forget about all hatred and not be discontented about anything (unless im provoked.keke)

anyway.i shall leave u people with something i tot about today (during lectures).
- if u love me tell me so.cos u'll nvr know what will happen tomorrow-
- If today is the end of the world,please let me spend this day with you cos i wouldnt know what to do without you-

yup!i feel so much love today :)
ok.I SO LOVE MY FRIENDS !

*stupid tagboard* (i noe im not supposed to hate anything)

I danced.I sang.
7:10 AM

Sunday, April 24, 2005

we really love each other.im not kidding :)  

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7:48 AM

i so love suprises :)  

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7:46 AM

we love shoppppinggg 

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7:43 AM

u are so lickable  

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7:39 AM

half of my body is gone :(  

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7:37 AM

perfect lesbian couple :)  

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7:35 AM

hug me :) i wan hugss  

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7:32 AM

me and viv :) princess rocks 

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7:30 AM

Saturday, April 23, 2005

-yay- i've a new baby cousinn.his name is not yet decided but.i think he'll be call Issiah Tay Jing Li.dun ask me about his chinese name.i dun think its sounds nice.yea.part of my brother's name.hehe.erm.i still prefer the name Leroy Tay Le.sounds nice right.but dey rejected my idea!unfair.

heh.erm.im so freaking happy today -yay- cant stop smiling to myself.im so so so happy :)

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3:49 AM

sleepinggggg  

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3:47 AM

my head is big! :)  

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3:47 AM

hungrrryyy 

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3:46 AM

smallie baby with mama!  

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3:45 AM

i din make baby cuz crryy.so cute :)  

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3:45 AM

baby cousinn..err..1/2 day old.his skinn is soo scaryy!  

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3:44 AM

today is a H.A.P.P.Y day :))))) i just cant stop smilinggg

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3:07 AM

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

ok.finally.i designed this myselfff!haha.its now on my table to motivate me.but doesnt help much.for show only -keke- the smiley faces are to tell me how fun A Levels is. yea right.  

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6:49 AM

ok.ozoc cards that i stole in sch :) how nice.esp the one with tay ping hui :)  

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6:48 AM

*yay* e last comparment.er.all no sleeve shirt.t-shirts i wear at home.skirts.shorts.and hankies and paper bags from shoppingggggg.i love to recycle -keke-  

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6:44 AM

2nd compartment:) er.long sleeve shirt.sweaters.tubes.and t-shirts :) and.i put my savings here too.and theres this mashi maro tissue box there.can see? haha.  

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6:43 AM

ok.here it is.untidy right.Uniforms.dresses.jeans and er.ya.thats it.  

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6:42 AM

my wardrobe.eh.it looks neat on the outside.wait till u see the inside :)  

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6:39 AM