dance is my life.is it yours too?

Monday, October 31, 2005

my pen ink are running out fast.one refill after another.

this is a good sign.cos it proves that ive been working damn hard. :)

A's is in exactly a month time.next week this day .this time. i'll be having my bio or is it maths paper. yay!

cant wait for post As. lalalal~

to everyone having their As in a weeks time , GOOD LUCK :) AND dont give up cos we've worked hard for the past erm 18 yrs to get to the place we are now! this will be the last leap and i trust we can do it and secure and damn freaking place in Uni ! yay! god bless and ok.go study !

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8:41 PM

Thursday, October 27, 2005

will be my last post today.

gotham wasnt as fun as i thought it would be.cos they were playing hiphop.just not my cup of tea.prob aft i learn hip hop dance aft my As.went to cm in the end.

prob i jus wasnt in the mood to dance last night.

cm's still the best.cos somehow DJ shar knows what i wanted him to play yesterday.it was as if he KNEW that i dint want THAT song to be played.

i love going to regular places cos u know all the people and the people knows u. one even asked me how come i wore a dress on tues and yesterday i wore hip . and i still like the fandhi ahmad look-alike. haha.so cute.with the goatee and stuff.

there was no chi at all in the club! but ya.i think i prefer seeing malays in clubs than chinese.u know gotham was SO FULL of chinese cos its a poly party that i felt weird in there.i didnt DANCE AT ALL at gotham.

anyway something funny happened at cm.theres this indian guy who bought me a shot of tequila drink.and i didnt know.cos it was the waitress who brought it to me.and we were all like dancing.cos i thought it was free and i accepted.den it came a good music and i wanted to dance so i put the tequila on the podium but the dumb waitress says she needs the glass back.ok fine.so i told her i dont wanna drink as i cant drink as well so i returned the glass untouched back to her.wahahaha.
den it was at closing when the indian guy came and took my no. and he told me that actually he bought me the drink! ok.i was feeling like damn guilty .it was as if i just gave him a tight slap. so embarrassing ok!

den theres this freaking irritating guy which i already knew on tue. hes quite cute actually but hes damn irritating and childish.cos i was wearing this er. shirt that covers until my bra and leavin the rest of my body exposed kind of thing.when im dancing or something ah.this guy will use his damn finger and poke me sia. and when im dancing ...i dont mind dancing with him lah. he go and use his butt and bang against mine and most of the time i almost lost balance.SIAO LAH! HOW U WAN ME TO DANCE SIA.better dont let me see u else i will run far far

i gave four people my no. ytd.but i think only one is the correct.even if i gave the right no.pls dont call. i know theres halloween party on sat at cm and coco latte.but.I TOLD U IM NOT FREE ALR WAD! zzzzzz..

will delete my blog over the weekend.

how did u do it?

how did u manage to hurt me without feeling a thing about it.

how did u .

how could u baby.

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8:06 PM

FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

I JUST HOPE I DIE LIKE RIGHT NOW.FUCK EVERYONE .EVERY THING . AND MYSELF.

I SO FUCKING HATE MYSELFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.........

LET ME DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.ZZZZ

F.U.C.K

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3:19 AM

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.im so going crazzzzzzyyyyy and im having fucking depression.... arggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

gonna get myself wasted tonight at gotham.

hai.life sucks like shit and how i wish im dead.

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12:29 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

If i have knife right now.i will just kill myself at this moment.

slit my wrist.cut my throat or whatever.

im suffering from depression (ok.my own depression) . and i feel so hurt.

i got hurt THRICE just last night. and . ya. i lost to you and i lost to myself.

i no longer knows what i want anymore. maybe i already want nothing.

laugh at me.cos i so fucking hate you.

i hope i die.

if this is what you all going to do to me. i'm gonna return you (referring to a species) ten times what you have given me.

fuck you. and shit myself. i hate myself for being so dumb.

im gonna delete my blog alr.find no purpose in blogging anymore.maybe aft As.yup.see you all next yr

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5:55 PM

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

YESTERDAY WAS UBERRR FUN :)

went out with Mr X. Grace. Eugene. Ray. and Karen (suprise! cos she was my sec sch god-sis) haha.and we didnt know we will be going out together !

went to club home cos a friend was spinning there and we were on the guest list.so we had free entry.but we stayed for like an hour and left cos the music was not nice and the crowd was dead.

so we were deciding where else we could go and karen inisist to go to music underground cos she hates R&B .but grace and i didnt wan to go there cos we hate the (tiu-tiu -tiu) kind of song! hurhur.so we went separate ways and me and grace went to (xiao hou zi - chinese should know lor.cos i cant write the full name due to some personal probs.hahah)

i tell you.its not good to xxx on tuesday because NO ONE WAS there. ok.just some people here and there but they were mostly at the bar and not the dancefloor.so the dancefloor was empty. as it was still rather early we decided to wait.and WE WAITED UNTIl 11.34 and still the dancefloor was empty lah! i couldnt take the emptynesss and started to dance.not on the dancefloor.but on the podium and pole dance.something which ive nvr done b4.haha.the very-nice-and-funny DJ shar.and he kept targetting me and grace and ask people to pick us up! with our help.the dancefloor was soon filled with MANY people .

haha.and MANY people picked us up.one after another.wahaha.and we had like these 2 permanent flings lah.lucas and justin. and they are like the ermmm "protectors" of the club.and they are indeeed frreaking possessive.but they are damn nice as well. theres this freaking disgusting angmoh who came and wanted to ask me to join him and i rejected him like how many million times and told him i would later.so he came over and dance with me and he began so touchy.and he not just touched me from top to bottom.but he did those swirling actionsssss..i think Shar saw my very disgusted look and kept smiling and laughing at me from his DJ seat.damn.den i couldnt stand it and rushhhh to the toilet.but he was generous.he bought us white wine.but i gave my whole cup to my friend. zzzz.

and den there were suprisingly many chi guys ytd at (xiao hou zi) and justin's friend asked us to becareful when we leave cos everyone of them was looking at us. the extreme thing they did was...they went up to 2 different chi guys and "talk" to dem.they went to the TOILET and later outside to "NEGOTIATE" haha.and in the end those two guys bought us jug of beer ! how cool!
wah lao eh.chasing all the potential dancers away. and theres this different ang mo and he asked me to dance on the podium for him.WHAT! U THINK IM UR SEX SLAVE HUH.

oh man.but i think i addicted to the pole and the podium.
songs were damn GOOD yesterdaaay! and we stayed until the closing.and MR X came from MU to pick me up.how nice.

did i mention that karen is an air stewardess for JAL? like HOW COOL LAH.and she flies to new york and everywhere and she say shes damn sick of flying! how can! and u dont need a diploma to be an airstewardess for JAL.zhen u can join now alr!

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8:09 PM

and another thing. i hate niza too! cos she got freaking invitations for zouk opening last fri.and she clubs like nobody's business without asking me along. and she goes to momo and onyx and zouk and she thinks chinablack is boring. i so wanna freaking slap her cos she parties so much!!!!!!! and she is still fasting!!!!!

how unfair. exactly one more month from now. i will be partying like nobody's business and nonee has agreed that we wil party on our last paper. and every wed and sat will be our clubbing days!

omg . I HATE AND LOVE niza. ok.this is a love-hate relationship. cant bear to hate her that much cos she's still my clubbing partner.

and RINA! mad monk is closed! no more lesbian danccccce.it has changed to HOME or something like that and my friend is spinning there tonight.so im going.hurhur.ok.

tata.bye !

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3:43 AM

im just so sick of studying transtion elements.DNA. blah wadever shit.something that i know i wouldnt use in my future life.but heck. less than one more month and ill be free.

anyway.im feeling so pissed of by something/somebody today and its making me fucking angry.
anyone who knows me well enough should know that im rather straightforward and if i freaking dont like you. i will show it in my actions and everything and i will similarly do stuff that will pissed ur ass off.

and i cant stand it that now even what we think are being restricted. like we get jailed for our OWN comments and stuff.but well. this is singapore. no wonder Warwick rejected the idea of setting up a branch in singapore as they are afraid of the restrictions in what can be taught in their university if they really do set up a branch here. Yes. i agree that blogs are no longer our private spheres and it is DIFFERENT from our private diaries.but these are just OUR own thinkings and feelings.why should we be jailed just because of what we feel. i support feedbacks.but i dont think they will work effectively in most aspects in singapore.but well..maybe its good in some ways which i dont really know what.

alright. now ive something that is making me FUCKING MAD.and i think i have to say it otherwise i will just explode withnin. u know, at 18 yrs old.after being subjected to most of the things in the world.i still cant believe that people like this do exist.i totally support equality for both gender but there are still some things that guys should take the initiative to do. and there are things that they shouldnt freaking ask! GUYS. are the kind who are being depicted as strong.gentlemanly.takes initative.brave.UN-HUMJI. UN-mummy's boy . BUT lucky me.i met a "friend" who has NONE OF THIS FUCKINGGGG CHARACTERISTICS. ITS JUST MAKING ME SO ANGRY! and THE WORSE PART IS.HE IS FUCKING BLOODY SHITTY ASSHOLE RUDE WHEN HE IS IN THE FUUUUUUUUUCKING WRONG.zzzz. and u know he will not do stuff that DOES NOT BENEFIT HIM IN THE MOST LITTLE-LEST THING. ya and when he freaking needs ur help. then he will FREAKING TALK RUBBISH JUST TO PLEASE U. grrrrrr.. AND HE IS SO FUCKING HUMJIIII.omg.u noe i just cant contained the anger that im feeling inside. knn ccb.

if im a guy and i have those freaking pair of testes.i will ask him TO SUCK THOSE BALLS AND FUCK MY ASS AND BLOODY PISS OFF AND DISAPPEAR INTO THE WORLD.zzzzzzzzz. I AM SO ANGRY LAH!

and i know where to get those sexy testes.I WILL CUT HIS OFF. (though i know those pairs wouldnt be really nice ) and ONLY FUCKING HOT GUYS (maybe not hot guys lah.just normal guys who has those characteristics as abovementioned) should have those testes.

alright.nvm.there are many things to be happy about.and im gonna club tonight in a new club.grins. :)

alrighteys.this post is just gonna spoil my oh-so-cute and oh-so-bimbo blog.

maybe i'll change my opinion of him when im in a better mood.

ok.im not so good either.im also a bloody bitch.wadever lah!

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3:10 AM

Monday, October 24, 2005

i cant wait . this wed and thurs .

everyone's gonna party :)

btw. im taking my basic theory exam on 5th dec. haha.those who are UNDER 18, haha. I LAUGH AT U AND I DIG AT U. COS U PEOPLE ARE STILL SO YOUNG.haha.wahahahah. and remember.before u call to make any donation, those who are under 18 should seek parental consent. hurhur. alright. im just kidding :)

PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY

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6:30 AM

class photo with pangster. i think i look damn pale in this photo

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6:05 AM

Saturday, October 22, 2005

dont u just love my new blogskin ? i love it to bits! so bimbo and colourful. yay! hurhur.

tonight.im feeling so empty.im supposed to sleep right now after emo-emo (stands for emotional-emotional which means we call each other everynight to say goodnight and lovelove.) but there are just so many things running through my head right now.

17 more days to A levels.and im shouldnt be thinking of all these irrelevant stuff.

anyway.thursday's the party! cant wait :)
alright.u know when i was in primary sch. pri 5-6 .cant remember.i was so DEEPLY IN LOVE with the guy in the next class.haha. my FIRST CRUSH OK! he was from EM1 and quite short and he was in the sch band and he plays CLARINET :) thats why i joined band in secondary school and play CLARINET ! i was at first posted to the trombone section.eeewww . but i pleaded with leonard tan to let me trrry the clarinet !

anyway.back to the point.HE IS SO CUTE ! cos hes so short and so naughty and stuff lah. so. we havent met each other for like a few yrs alr (saw him on the mrt train few yrs ago and he was sitting directly in front of me :) .fate la huh) and this thurs' party. is vivian's secondary sch friend stephanie bdays who is also coincidentally keiths' primary school classmate! oh! which also means.he gets invited to her bday party on thurs. which also means I CAN SEE HIM! they say he hasnt changed much except that he has this added charisma ! wooohooo ! well ! i hope i CAN SEE HIM on thurs and that he wouldnt be surrounded by too many girls and i can TAKE PHOTO with him!

*did i mention aft we graduated from st anthony's , i wrote him a letter telling him how much i like him! like how embarrassing CAN! i hope he doesnt remember that anymore and hopefully he wont mention it! alright.maybe he doesnt remember me anymore. which is fine.cos.................grrrr.nvm.anyway.i dont like him alr lah.that was milllllion and zilllionn yrs ago.

but isnt it cool to meet ur FIRST CRUSH. haha. alright.i think im quite bo liao. whole freaking entry dedicated to him.

anyws..im so in love with one song. so nice! i'll see if i can find the music video.

Tony yayo - SO SEDUCTIVE .

grr..i cant copy it here. but u can find it at erm www.videocodes4u.com

but then. music video of Candy shop by fifty cents is still my all time fave. cos THE VIDEO IS SO HOT AND IT MAKES U FEEL LIKE erm. having sex. :)

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9:29 AM

Friday, October 21, 2005

i hate my new blog :( cos i cant tagged! and i cant link up my friends !
i wanna cry alr lah! i need help help help help help.

*sob*

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11:11 PM

ive a new amibition. and thats to be the world's nastiest bitch ever. and maybe to be a freaking NO.1 bimbo as well. that will make life easier and much more interesting. dont u agree ?

anyway.i wanna go shoppin again! shop my ass off.
things i wan. *ahem.my bday coming soon . yay!

that pair of TRUE RELIGION jeans i saw at Marina sq which cost fucking $608 .
chanel bag :)
pointy heels.
pretty pretty tops. erm. from hula&co.you know those silvery.golden kind.
clarence's VERY CHIO purple and pink nike shoe ! mmmm.nice. but its limited ed.

alright.maybe thats all for now.and i wan to pierce my ear ! i need freakingg sponsorrrsss.. plspls.i will marry u if u can provide me with all that. pls pls .

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9:37 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

i shall call myself QUEEN OF PENIS from now on.

how about a dream full of penises.different sizes. ranging from the puny lil' one to the ginormous erected ones. penises of different shapes.different degree of bulging observed from tight pants or underwear. i think penises are cool without ejaculation cos the white thingy makes it look gross.

i know whats the second thing tht cn turn me on.hurrrmm. show me THE SHAPE OF my darling. (u know what lah huh)

maybe from now on.i shall name every penis i see.

anyway.ive nothing against the male species.its just that i have a recent fetish of penis.and ya. guess its just the passing phase of young adulthood. haha.oh my . i think im full of dirty thoughts.

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4:06 AM

maths mock tmr.im contemplating if i should go. topics on statistics. and it will be freaking RJ prelim'05 paper. pangster gave the class this paper before but.me and lazy nonee pon on that day so we didnt get it.

should i go? 3 hr paper.zzz.so boring.

i think heidi zhen crys jere xav and all of them are enjoying themselves at marche right now ! while im mugging my ass off at home. they must be taking many many pictures now.smiling and posing and eating.i wanna eat rosti. but . exams are coming. i cant afford to slack anymore. and i really need to buck up in oder to get my hard-to-get 3As.

somehow.today i feel like clubbing.hurrm..but priorities. heh.ive become a well-disciplined girl. haha.also.mummy has been nagging non stop.like really non stop that now ..im either going out or sleeping at home and it has been a long time since she saw me studying! so unfair lor! when im studying shes either out or im inside my room lor! zzz. i think she hopes i fail and retain. how mean.

i hate my friends.cos they no need to study.and they can go marche.i hate crystal.cos shes so smart she will definitely get good result.and i have to study like shit. i hate maths.cos i dont noe whats its talking about.i dont wan to study bio.cos i dont wan to memorise about kidney and liver and heart...how the heart pump yada yada.i dont like chemistry because i dont wan to study about benzene methylbenzene amide linkage peptide bond and blah blah blah.

hee.maybe i should blame myself for playing too much .hurhurhur.

i just wan to PLAY PLAY PLAY . SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP.hmmm.lifes good when u dont have to study.

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3:48 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

wokee up like damn early in the morning to go to sch for GP mock exam.in the end . left the sch without taking any.zzz.all thanks to nonee.

so.we went to holland v and towwwwn and watch deuce bigalow in the end! hurhur.dumb show.no wonder ....erm.dont noe wad gave it only 1.5 stars. but anyway.the whole point of todays entry is not about the showwwww..but its something related to the show *oh my.im so high.

ok.it might sounds crude to many people.but these are just natural tendencies and urges as i always tell no nee. right right right.

ok.so.heres the main point of todays entry.

there are a thousand and one things for guys to do to turn woman on.

some egs are

to kiss the back of the woman's neck as that is a particularly sensitive spot of many women. and the right stimulation could make the whole body tingle.
move a mirror by the bed and catchin a glimpse of two bodies on a bed can be pretty erotic (but this definitely turns me off)
make out in your underwear.
just lie there with him and vegging out together on the couch all yin-yanged with him can get us into the mood.and physical closeness can increase the intimacy level by several notches
yada yada...and the list go on and on.............................

but for me.haha.there are justtt 2 simple things.either one will set me flying high.all turned on and ready for greater intimacy.hurhuhurhurhur..........

>>>> just dance in front of me.even if u are fully clothed.of course u must be a good dancer otherwise i'll just end up laughing and all.not that i can dance very well..but hey!now im talking about what can turn me on right? just show me a few sexy moves..i wouldnt mind it if u are naked and left with ur briefs.(but definitely not G-strings) . omg.DAT IS LIKE HOW SEXY AND HOW HOT. right right right?!

>>>> ok.shit.i forgot whats the second thing that will arouse me.nvm. ok.maybe boxers will turn me on as well.

ok.another.i prefer slow and passionate hot sex to quickies.

well.nvm.when i rmb the second thing i'll blog again.

things that turn me off.

1. G strings

2. ORAL SEX.which is illegal in singapore. eeeeeeewwwwww....

3.Role playing.hello! i dont wanna imagine that im having sex with like whatt..? policeman.? fireman? chef? ermm..NONONO. ( *nonee.why got ur name here? tot u are able to turn me on? )

4.......... maybe thats all.

ALRIGHT.WHY AM I THINKING ABOUT SEX.I SHOULDNT BE THINKING ABOUT ALL THESE RIGHT NOWWWWWWW. OMGGGGGG...NONEE.. U POLLUTED MY MINDDDDD.!

im sorry peeps.will regain my true self soon.

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11:05 PM

Saturday, October 15, 2005

bacc chapel service.kinda cool right

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1:47 AM

hmmmmmm.omg.i dont wanna leave yet

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1:45 AM

damn ugly.no.me.void deck

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1:44 AM

ive no idea why i was slouching.void deck.

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1:44 AM

Thursday, October 13, 2005

i think im a sucker for alcoholic drinks.

went pubbing with no nee yesterday night cos i was feeling quite down.

so we went to tapas tree.the ambience was damn nice tts why i chose that pub.

the drinks were nice.not like those that ive tried b4.their drinks wasnt that strong that will turn u off at the first sip. i ordered my strawberry frozen margarita while no nee ordered her sex on the beach.damn good lah! i think its a must try!

aft that we wanted to go find crabs to eat cos recently ive a craving for black pepper crabs.and i tell you.the black pepper crabs are damn ex! i can buy 2 crabs with $27 bucks. (1 kg) and at clarke quay they sell it for $4.20 per 100g.so we didnt eat any in the end.

so.i wanted badly to club and im glad i didnt do it otherwise i will really vomit on the dancefloor.which i did at home in the kitchen............

zzzz.so.in conclusion.i really think im a sucker for that.

yay! but i still love to club!

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7:50 PM

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

no matter what......

i will always be an acsian and a naisca. (acs spelt in the reverse direction)

RED BLUE GOLD.

the only colours i can see right now.

as much as i hated the sch anthem...

In days of yore

From western shores.

oldam dauntless hero came

and planted a beacon of truth and light

in this island of the main

Here may it stand from year to year.

Emblem of grand endeavour.

The regions round echo the soung of ACS forever.

Chorus :

Sing ACS forever more.

Our ACS forever

God save our land and heaven bless

our ACS forever.

Our student hail from china plains

and the land of rising sun.

we have many sons from india strand

and the islands of the main.

Our hearts our hopes our aims are one

No discord e'er will sever.

we'll stand together for the cause of ACS forever.

I still cant believe that Miss Chia Su fern cried while delievering the baccalaureate thoughts.

maybe we were a really wonderful cohort.

KUDOS TO CLASS OF 2005!

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10:41 PM

and finally presenting u with MY RECORD BOOK and ACJC PENNANT :)

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10:34 PM

the hall.best is yet to be.

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10:34 PM

sports complex.i will miss this.this is where i had my exams.

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10:33 PM

me and behhhhh :) hes a damn nice guy.

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10:32 PM

kenneth tay.fellow tays.i dont noe him actually.BUT HES A MATHS GENIUS.got 98 and 96 for maths prelims.hes from my maths teacher FURTHER MATHS class.like wwwooHOOO.but he knows me as wesleys friend.so cool hor!

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10:31 PM

im so grateful to you. yaowen.me.

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10:30 PM

HE IS LIKE FREAKING HOTTTTT CAN!!!!!!!!!!!! lovelovelove. reg extra one lah!

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10:30 PM

no.eugeniaaaaaa.me

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10:29 PM

no.i forgot his name.me

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10:29 PM

huiwen and me.bestie frm SC7

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10:28 PM

spastic jenghis and me.

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10:28 PM

me.reg.its lana cake u know!!

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10:27 PM

no.christine.me

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10:27 PM

me.miss tan.

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10:26 PM

do me re! how come vivian is so tall ah?!

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10:26 PM

twin towers.they are DAMN TALL OK. cute terence.short me.handsome+cute chong u.

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10:25 PM

me and carol.

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10:24 PM

unknown person.track.me.VJ.

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10:24 PM

really last time alr leh!

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10:23 PM

last time in toilet. me.my drawstring.nonee.

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10:23 PM

me and HANDSOME muzazee! EBI.ur cousssin!!!

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10:23 PM

me and MY EYE CANDY! hes so HOT RIGHT! jonathan seah.yu min yu min! ur coussssiin :)

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10:21 PM

me.sarrrraaaah!

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10:21 PM

MY EYE CANDY.she is like freaaaking chio.i was brave enough to go up to her and ask her to take photo with me.cosssss she is so irresistible.omgomg.she is DAMN CHIO.

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10:20 PM

vanessa. me.

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10:19 PM

i see u.i see dan chia.

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10:19 PM

again...darlinggg shawnn

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10:18 PM

me . maesherie.

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10:18 PM

misss tang. me .

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10:17 PM

darling+favourite+bestie+love wesleyyyyyyyyyyy the worm.

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10:17 PM

jacob . me .

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10:16 PM

no . MR PANG.lovelove. me.

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10:16 PM

no . me . miss j the best form teacher ever.

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10:15 PM

mr nicetey from class. jon. me .

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10:14 PM

me and darling shawwwwn.

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10:13 PM

waiting for baccalaureate chapel service to start. me . no . shawn :)

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10:13 PM

when u called me in the aftnoon.i told u im double pissed with you.

but right now, i TRIPLE FUCKING PISSED WITH YOU!

u bloody shitty asshole promised me like how many fucking million times . and U ASKED URSELF U PIECE OF SHIT.how many times have u broke ur promise.

im dumb bimbo who trusted u like SO SO MUCH.and u treat me like a fuckingg fool! and lied to me over and over again.

u know what. U suck big time and u shld suck my shit and get lost and disappear from the freaking world.I HATE YOU .U ASSHOLE!

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8:46 AM

I will miss.....

NL 11. (our base class)
pangster.miss tang.miss j.mdm tham.
patrick sum.niang re.
being caught for drawstring.
and ultra short skirts.
times when NL was freaking cold that we'll just shiver.
times when it was raining and we had to run to NL for lessons.
times when we pon maths and chem lectures.
chicken rice.yong tau fu.sting gray.sugarcane juice.
bookshop auntie.and her orange uniform
oh ya.and being caught for multiple earrings.
void deck.dirty benches.bird shits.
vending machines.
those party leaflets.
bleachers.
oldam wing.
last row of LT 1
MPH where we had our exams.
swimming pool.
oily heritage cafe.
cute guys like *ahem* D.C
times when we irritate each other.
oogling and super chiobus.
2SC9.

I danced.I sang.
6:42 AM

ok.i want to do something like really badly.

to learn bollywood dance.SO COOL SIA.

shawn.laugh at me.

but really really lor.bollywood dance is so nice. :)

I danced.I sang.
5:27 AM

I SKIPPED MOCK EXAM today.hurhur.

had a nice day today.we had class bonding and all of us were busy writing lil notes at the back of my class photos.lovelovelove.maybe i do love my classmates.

tmr's baccaulaureate.maybe i dont really want to leave the sch yet.i still wan to be young.to be irritating and to be my miss paris hilton as the class rmbs me.and be my chao ah lian and do my bimbotic stuff (this is what my friends rmb me u noe! and im not! ook.maybe sometimes)

omg.A levels nearing.AND IM STILL SO SLACK.shit.

2SC9.i love u so much and i cant wait to see u all tmr! omg.i hope i dont cry. :(

I danced.I sang.
5:06 AM

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

retail therapy again.

it seems that there are a lot of stuff that u can buy. even when uve been there like just a week ago.i wonder why.girls are just girls.

bought like $30+ of accesories.earrings.necklaces.bracelets.

why is shopping so fun.and why is spending money more fun!

anyway.i just remembered that *ahem* someone still owes me a necklace or something! cos i got ONE A for prelims. U PROMISED.and sad to say.i dint get a SINGLE F so, i OWE U NOTHING .hurhur -smirks-

and on top of the accessories.i bought 2 tops.and a bag.and a clutch. yay!

ive bio mock exam tmr and i haven study yet. but nvm.

the marks dont matter anymore.

and thurs is my LAST WEAR-UNIFORM-SCHOOL day!

I danced.I sang.
5:55 AM

Monday, October 10, 2005

ACJC post-prom party.@ Club momo.

and the tix are selling at only $13 which is like dirt cheap.

and this is making my day.knowing that i can enjoy myself like crazy after the dumb As.

and i might be going to work as an un-hip.un-cool.un-pretty.very-boring clerk in SP in the dec-jan period.and i tell u.the pay is not brilliant.but haha.SP.SP.SP.SP.SP. many many cute guys and ...money money to shop.to club.to eat.yay!

i love after As period.

28 more days to As.

I danced.I sang.
3:40 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

im soooo happppy today.went to watch dark waters with keeb at causeway and saw damn freaking lots of peeps.and i think i watch dark waters somewhere.did i?
teo bird bird and his love.claud.
bobbby toong and his lovelove.he was so proud to annouce to me that "THIS IS MY GF" zzz.haha okok lah.im so happpy for u too :)
saw benjamin (ng/tan .wad's his surname eh.i forgot)

lovelovelove dem to bits and pieces!

yup.on top of all the joy im feeling tonight.i feel that im a fucking bitch as well.
i gave him false hopes and i know i will break his heart one day if not now.
he has been freaking nice and i think im ... to be blamed.
im sorry baby.

i think im suffering from withdrawing symptoms of not clubbing.every song i hear now, i just feel like getting on my feet and dance to the song.nvm.21 more days to club club club.

*yay!i ave 2 parties coming up.double yay! HAPPPPPY BIRTHDAYYYY :)

CRAZY TOWN- BUTTERFLIES.

Come my lady come come my lady

Such a sexy,sexy pretty little thing

Fierce nipple pierce you got me sprung with your tongue ring

And i ain't gonna lie cause your loving gets me high

So to keep you by my side there's nothing that i won't try

Butterflies in her eyes and the looks to kill

Time is passingI'm asking could this be real

Cause i can't sleep i can't hold still

The only thing i really know is she got sex appeal

I can feel too much is never enough

You're always there to lift me up

When these times get roughI was lost, now i'm found

Ever since you've been aroundYou're the women that i want

So yo, i'm putting it down.

Chorus: (2x)Come my lady

Come come my lady, you're my butterfly

Sugar baby,

Come my ladyYoure my pretty baby,

i?ll make youre legs shake

You make me go crazy

I don't deserve you unless it's some kind of hidden message

To show me life is preciousI guess it's true

i curse anyone who knows this song but didnt intro to me! bwaahs.u ppl are so mean!!

heh.jus kidding.im not so mean right.

29 more days to a levels.

since im going to officially graduate on wed.i shall do a tribute to my class.

Dearr 2sc9

I think i sound stupid.but ive to admit that i really hated the class + sch. (shall not name since i'll get expelled.) in j1 .like really hate it to the core.nothings' good from this sch.but this yr.i must say ive a different opinions of all the classmates and im starting to love the class to bits as well.though its a lil too late .but ya.better late den nvr right.

im sorry for all the nasty things that ive done and we're going to enjoy our prom night right!

eudora. - the pretty pretty lady in our class.haha.i seriously think u are so chio! second aft me eh.haha.u know im joking right.the thing that i remember most clearly about u is that u were my companion for failing terribly in maths in j1.haha.dont now about ur maths results now but..u are such a hard core mugger now lah! stop mugging every single day before assembly ! and ur such a sweet gf .hurhur.

audrey- ODERLY :) my fav teasemate.i love ur name lah.thats why.another hardworking girl eh.thanks for lending me ur complete maths tutorial as reference.and thanks for always doing ur maths tutorial so that i can copy.and THANKS for wearing my specs for nothing and imitating me calling vivian.and THANKS for sitting in front of me.u made life better.and oh ya.thanks for being a loanshark so that we can have our notes on time.

liping and jan - haha.thanks for being such a cute duo.thanks for tying braids everytime.haah.thanks for all ur nonsense.and haha.thanks for teasing me about daniel chia.and thanks for using my stapler for me.and haha.thanks for being so cute and blur cos u made class more bearable.

yaling and cheryl - thanks for sitting in the same row as us.haha.and thanks for letting me call u cherler. and yl.haha.thanks for allowing me to irritate u ppl.haha.u made ME feel more comfortable cos i can talk.and irritate.

clarissa -thanks for being my PW MATE.and thanks for ponning maths lect with us.and thanks for being my LES PARTNER. *MUACKS*

rasitha- thanks for being in the class.and thanks for those slacking sessions during P.E

huiling -best class monitress ever.thanks for ur MCFC.and thanks for being so freakinggg PRO in chem.so that i can ask u many chem questions that i know i cannot ask him ( we know who.later i kena sued) thanks for being so SMART.lovelove.we love chem.cos CHEMISTRY IS LIFE AND LIFE IS CHEMISTRY. :)

maesherie- thanks for being good in MATHS .so u can TEACH me maths.haha.and thanks for making the class so lively.

shawn tham -MY FAVOURITE IN CLASS.haha.cos i can irritate u NON-STOP.WHOLE DAY.WHOLE NIGHT.the guy who is always thinking of touching me :) haha.okok lah.i know u got good taste eh.thanks for being good in maths too.so i can ask u stupid questions.like really stupid. ( why when we have no money.we say we are broke instead of we are break since its a present tense and we are still broke) thanks for being irritating as well.and I HOPE UR BDAY COMES SOOONNN.hehe.friends forever eh.i still wanna IRRITATE U.lalal~ and thanks for ur phone so i can take pretty pretty pictures of myself during chem lect.and i know u are so in love with me .right right right? ???

sarah - hey girl.i think we had some misunderstandings between us for a period of time.i wanna say a BIG BIG SORRY TO YOU.cos im not perfect as well.i LOVE to bitch with u about teachers and all.haha.and thanks for being so nice.thanks for helping the class to approach miss j about prom and stuff.thanks for being so brave.lovelovelove.im so sorry.but im glad that i have you as a fren.

aishah - Thanks for being our PW LEADER.and doing the dumb written report so that all of us could get BAND 2 for pw.THANKEW SO MUCH.thanks for being so bimbotic (i know u gonna scold me and say im more bimbo) and thanks for all the laughter u have brought to the class.and pls dont pon cos if u pon.sch's damn boring and sarah will be damn sad. thanks for staying back until 10pm at night in the canteen to mug with us and ask me chem questions so that i can realise that my chem still sucks like shit.haha.THANKEW :) and thanks for having such a nice MU ZA ZEE

jonathan- the mr nice guy in class.the gentleman.all the nice words to describe u.thanks for being my pw mate.and thanks for bringing back the damn thick pw file without complaining.thanks for volunteering to teach me dumb 3d trigo.thanks for always offering me ur food and volunteering to help me do stuff.thanks for just being u . and thanks for promising me and viv that u'll marry us 20 yrs down the road if we are still not married.

szewai - hahahaha.thanks for being our MATHS REP.so that we can have our freakinng irritating notes during maths lect. and thanks for the questions that u ask during all lessons so that we can have our basics right.and thanks for being my pw mate so that we can quarrel with each other and get MORE marks during our PW. yay!

eugenia - alrightey.i love u.cos u are so nice .haha.i realise that u are quite helpful and u always volunteer to answer aishah's questions when shes in doubt.thanks for sharing our seventeen mag cleo mag and wadever mags we have.haha.and maybe we should start reading my times mag and economics and newsweek and wadever mag that can help us improve our gp grades.right?! haha

Vanessa - thanks for ur apple everyday during recesses.haha.and thanks for being so loud cos u really fill the class with all ur laughter and THANKS for ur jokes about ahem ahem.haha.so that we can all have fun and stuff.

kevin. - the quiet guy in our class.i realise u are damn smart without studying.i still rmb u saying that prelims are still far and hey u did quite well right! and thanks for opening ur mouth at the right times cos u always make really funny jokes and comments.thanks for opening the doors for me as well.

and finally...finally

NONEE aka vivian koh - i serioously think that valerie wilson is ur mother since u share the same surname and ur mother has exactly the same style as her.and shes biased cos she always give u better attendance even though we pon school on the exact same days.why my attendance is 127/139 while urs is 129/139. U TELL ME LA! thanks for being soooo nice to me :) what else can i say about u.u noe everything i wanna say.we are so identical.and we share the same fathers.even our fathers has the same hobbies.our bf does the same things.and maybe right now.we are doing the same thing as well just that we cant see each other.thanks for being my twin and thanks for being such a huang lian po so i can tease u non stop.and thanks for being my clubbing partner and shopping partner.and thanks for helping me keep ALL.my secrets.thanks for havng the same dirty thoughts about penis and stuff.and thanks for always using my foolscap pad and liquid paper so that i have to keep buying dem.thanks for being my lesbian partner so that i can kiss u nonstop and and stick my palm on ur butt and yada yada.there are just so many stupid things that we do la huh.i really LOVE U.remember my ambition ? when i grow up.i wan to marry u. *blink blink blink blink*

I danced.I sang.
7:08 AM

Saturday, October 08, 2005

EXACTLY ONE MORE MONTH TO FREAKING A LEVELS. BIOLOGY PAPER 2 AND MATHS PAPER 1.

i think im gonna be screwed.haha.
can anyone provide me with screwdriver ?
hee.ok.i think im too bo liao.

sleeping time !

I danced.I sang.
8:49 AM

the group.