1. sleep
2. lose weight cos ive been junking alot.really alot.
3. shoppppp
4. visit cdss
5. update on my friends life.
6. earrrrrringgggggsss.
7. reflection.
8. re-mug. :(

ok.since ive the time.i shall do NO.7

despite prelims.ive been thinking alot these days.somehow (shitty blogspot is not working now) i feel so lucky.really lucky to have my friends around me.

firstly, theres someone very special that i wanna thank.though he might not see this.but i think i'll feel better if i write them down.

Vincent.Giam. hes so far away from me.yet he will always occupy this special place in my heart.really.even though we have drifted.even though we might not talk to each other anymore,but im really thankful for ur existence in my life.somehow,everytime when things starts to get wrong.u'll always be there.u were the one whom i had all my adventures with.all ur words just seem so soothing and nvr fail to calm me.

still remembered in sec 3 and 4, when we were already starting to drift,still all your little actions seem overwhelm me with erm. theres no suitable feelings for me to describe. you stayed back with me for crystal growing competition. one day outside art room i guess,and if u remembered.and that was my birthday. u stopped me and pass me a present.seriously, i was damn touched that day.i read ur birthday card and i teared. you wrote.

i love you you love me

we are happy family (this is just a song.theres no special meaning)

though u wrote that,i would like to think that you really love me as a friend.somehow somehow la.

i always like to tell you.im guilty for what ive done.to cause to have taken this path in life.im really guilty.if it wasnt for me.u cld have been in a jc or some schools that u wanna go to. i still remember we got the same PSLE score.210.vincent.im really sorry.i would exchange anything in life just to make u happy again.i know you will say its really not my fault.like u always do.but u know, i know.it all because of me.

i wouldnt want to lose this friend vince.cos i really do love u.so much. :)

another person i wanna thank is C.R.Y.S.T.A.L :) hey girl.we are in this deep shit together ok.but i know u are really fully prepared for u As already so uve nothing to worry about.u should worry about me ! i wanna thankkkk you for beingg there during my prelims.so that i could bombard you with all my maths and chem questions.u are realllly reallly very smart already.nothing to worry about. and i wanna say sorry to you too.

i had to take up so much of ur time and i could hear from your voice that u are quite stress.pls dont be ok.theres something that you said to me before my prelims that really did assure me alot.

you dont need to know everything to get an A.erm.i cant help u much in academic wise.but im sure i can help u emotionally.or so i think.PLEASSSSEEE dont be stress alrightey! call me when u need to de-stresss.i'll always be here FOR YOU.

ok.my thoughts are all over the place.pardon me.

theres something thats making me freaking pissed and thats singapore education system and the values and mindsets.they are all sooooo bloody old-fashioned.disgustingly irritating.ok.maybe not the education system that is so bad.aiya.ok.everything is bad.(will i get sued? ) aha.see.no freedom of THOUGHTS AND SPEECH.talk about creativity and erm freedom.ya right.

ok.who thinks co-habitation is wrong? seriously i think theres NOTHING, ABSOLUTELY nothing is wrong.if u think cohabitation is wrong.come on la huh.then people should stop renting rooms and what nots.its not the co HABITATION that is wrongggg for goodness sake.ITS PRE MARITAL SEX that is wrong.again.i dont think that is very wrong.cos thats ur freedom to have SEX.why should it be subjected to social scrutiny and why should it even be part of social ethics and moral obligations.maybe what is really wrong is the refusal to take responsibilities after pro-creation.

you know i just cant stand it when older generations just keep infusing you with those out-of-date morals and blah.i seriously damn well think that morals should change like all government policies with time to accomodate the changing needs and demands of the world.(oh shit.im like writing my GP essay )

ok.what else is wrong.right now i can only think of this moral part.shall write again when ive the inspiration.now.the education system.ITS REALLY VERY SERIOUSLY NO-JOKE BLOODY irritating.arrrgh.IT IS SO BORING.do u noe in countries like aust. their universities offer courses like erm.something like nanny-ing kind of thing.(whts that called ah nono?) this is like how fun la! it caters to the HOBBIES AND INTEREST of the students.and not just WHAT COULD LIKELY EARN THEM A HIGH INCOME yada yada.Singapore offers.life sciences.yay! IT and dont noe what info rubbish.YAY! engineering.triple yays! -waves my hand- aiya.whatever lah huh.

OK.MY WISH.i really really wanna go to USA to study.thats truly the place of FREEDOM AND INTERESTING STUFF LA.though it might be a lil dangerous.

okok.anyway.in response to one one nono's post.about the word fuck.well.she personally dont really like it when people uses it irresponsibly.i share the same sentiment.but.somehow,i like people who uses it too.they are like how fuckinggg cool right.ok.sorry nono!

oh ya.another funny thing about singapore.HA HA! they censor the word fuck in songs.omg.like how cool is that lah.go listen to "you are beautiful" by james blunt.they changed fucking high to flying high. alamak.distressing.seriously.i just heard it lah.

ok.so much not-s0-nice things about singapore.BUT.i still do love singapore cos ITS WHERE I BELONG. -_-'' zzz.so cliched.

ok.i think im abit wu liao today.i feel so nice after blogging.

anyway.to all my friends besides crys and vince.esp nono. i love you all :)

wanna read my friends blog alr.tata!