dance is my life.is it yours too?

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

our happy times

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
11:45 PM

IM BACK FROM MY HONEYMOON.

i have alot of complaints to make about her.(nonee)

shes very childish.she always rolls on my bed.roll here roll there.
she doesnt allow me to sleep
she doesnt allow me to watch tv.
she doesnt allow me to eat when im like freaking hungry at night!
she forces me to eat when ive already brushed my teeth and then cursed me that i will get tooth decay
shes very untidy.and throws her stuff around
shes like huang lian po.always doing these doing that
she likes to walk about when im watching my TV.
she has absolutely no direction sense and depends on me entirely.
she throws the hanger around hoping that i will pick it up for her.
she doesnt boil the water and i have no water to drink
she leaves her RUFFLES at the resort and nvr throw it away
she leaves all the plastic bags and boxes from her dinner around.hoping that ants will come and drag the whole thing away.

Ya.thats about it.nevertheless.i still love her so much and i enjoyed my honeymoon very very much!lai love yi ge :)

i was damn pissed yesterday cos we went to club.and guess wad.i got bounced like FREAKING 3 TIMES OK! max alr! nvr been bounced so many times a day in my entire life.and its not because im underage!but cos i nvr bring my IC! all the pigholes club and i really have no fate with chinablack.but im going this sat! u better let me in this time! grrrr.

SO, in the end.we went back to cheekys.they finally changed their songs and it was a fun night aft all.especially with JACK DANIELS AND MARTINEE (hidden meanings) . hot hot hot beyond words.ESPECIALLY JACK DANIELS. lian tie lian.tou tie tou.wahahhahahhahah...i love JACK DANIELS. G.O.O.D :) haha.jk. this is just to make nonee angry cos she says shes IN LOVE with JACK DANIELS.

btw,from now on, i shall be called Jill.cos JACK AND JILL RUN DOWN THE HILL.wahaha.and JACK AND JILL POTATO CHIPS...

hahahha.ok.sorry nonee.i dont like JACK DANIELS.hahah.i ADORE HIM :)

nananannana~ alright .i shall go rest now.had vigourous exercise ytd. :)

I danced.I sang.
10:09 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY CANDY :)

bubbye ppl.im going for my well deserved holidays!

I danced.I sang.
7:45 AM

Friday, November 25, 2005

cant wait.
im going to Sijori Resort at Sentosa with my darling nonee on MONDAY.

Yes.Us alone only.haha.we are going to have many many lesbianic(if theres such a word) plays and acts and everything.

for eg.we are gonna join our single beds together.and im gonna snatch the blanket from her at night and shes going to kick me down the bed at night.

we are going to emo with each other every night face to face.

we are going to save a lot of handphone bills.

shes gonna wake up damn early every morning (cos she doesnt noe how to enjoy her sleeping life) while im still sleeping in my bed.and she will stroke my hair while reading her book.

we will watch TONG XIN YUAN together in the hotel room while munching our onion rings away.

we will go kayaking together and shes going to hug me if i accidentally fall into the water.

and we will go suntaning together (me with thick layers of sunblock) and biioo handsome hot bods guy.(she very buaya one)

we are going to club and return to our hotel rooms damn tired and stinky and we will argue with each other to see who bathe first.

4 days 3 nights.and i hope we will do nothing wrong

shes going to love me soooo much! LAI LOVE LAI. :)

butttttt.......she says shes gonna have sex with hot guys in the bathtub(cos she likes constricted place) and she ask me to use ear plug or cotton wool.

so sad horrr...?

I danced.I sang.
8:05 PM

if i can say 2 words to you.
you know what i would say to you ?

FUCK YOU.
i can easily come up with 10 reasons to justify why you deserve that shit

1 you are so FUCKING PROUD
2 stop FUCKING BUAYA when u have NO STANDARDS.PLS.
3 nothing GOOD comes out of your FUCKING mouth
4 u are a FUCKING useless guy.
5 such a FUCKING loser.who depends on mummy and daddy.
6 such a FUCKING mummy's boy
7 a GUY with FUCKING no dignity and backbone.
8 worst still.FUCKING cheapskate
9 FUCKING ungentlemanly.
10 comes up with FUCKING lots of excuses when u dont wanna do something.just proves that u are a FUCKING loser.

i wish i could say who the person is.so i can HUMILIATE u . u FUCKING guy.
hes someone ppl think im close too.but FUCKING hell no.
you know whos this guy ? someone who was in the same sch as me.and the hint is alr there.

F.U.C.K. Y.O.U. :)

i saw a senior yesterday at cheekys.and he said something which i totally agree with BOTH HANDS UP.he commented on our cl***'s g***s and he say they are damn screwed up!!

wahahha.ok.i agree.

I danced.I sang.
6:50 AM

Chinablack dont open on thurs????

or was it a private party yesterday held by cannot-make-it ah bengs and ah lians.
how come chinablack was sooooo surrounded by secondary-school-look-alike ahbengs and ah lians???

ok.so in the end we went back to Cheekys.but somehow,IT WAS FREAKING CROWDED yesterday and there were more chinese.i think those chinese somehow spoil the sleaziness of Cheekys. they were sooo not taking initiative and stuff.I told Nonee that chinese in Cheekys are not good and she doesnt believe.SEE. im not being racist eh.cos im A TRUE BLUE CHINESE as well.hurhur.still 90% of the ppl there were caucasians and indians and malays and it was quite fun.except that it was TOO CROWDED.so crowded for the first time.

and they all started dancing even before i reached the club which is the first time.normally they dont dance until like wad..near 12? so i started dancing from 10 - 3 ! like nonstop except for short drinking breaks. i was sweating like no one's business and i was really really dripping wet.my undergarments were like soaking wet and stank like shit.
i took photo of how i looked like aft clubbing last night. and it really looked as if i just came out from shower. but my stupid phone just wont let me send the photos to my comp.ass.

alright.still it was quite fun!gonna club next weddd probably at rouge or chinablack.anyone wans to goooo ? candy candy? niza niza ?

I danced.I sang.
2:59 AM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

LAST PAPER TOMORROWWWWWW!

TIME TO CELEBRATE & PARTY !

CLUBBIN' AT CHINABLACK *grins from ear to ear*

I danced.I sang.
8:59 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

we went to job hunting today and it was pretty disappointing.those shops that have the big big sign "Sales assistant wanted" were just pulling our leg.
all they did was just to ask us to leave down our names and contact numbers.so since it was such an easy task i practically left my names all over the place.hurhur

the idea of working in Topshop Zara or some other famous leading boutique is indeed tempting cause you get good staff discount and you get more highly paid.but then on hindsight. what do you actually learn from being such a slacker and gloat over the fact that you do not have to work so hard to get highly paid.

all my life , i neednt have to worry about money. i dont drive big cars nor do i live in big houses.but i have these extra money to spend it on stuff that i like.whether is it necessary or not. and ive the money to spend it on entertainment and a more-than-comfortable lifestyle.

i was poor once.when i was in sec1-2 when my father lost all his money to stocks and we even have to resort to selling our house at one point of time.my father sold his mercz.i could still remember the car plate no. 9277. it was so well groomed by my father i knew he felt sad when he sold it.though i was still young.but i learnt the value of money.

lucky for me my family is no longer in debt and my father the kind soul generously help others who are in need while im the one who keeps complaining about helping or giving too much.
perphaps ive forgotten how ive suffered during the times when money was so important and probably ive taken money for granted. so i think its time for me to work and earn money so i know its importance once again.

so the my dilemma lies in.whether i should accept a low paid job like $4 per hour.6 days a week.about 10 hours each day in a not well known boutique "bus stop" that sells ladies streetwear.dealing with apparel is something i like so......

ya.or should i not?

oh btw. do you know tht theres this show "project runway" on channel five every monday.its like another apprentice but this time dealing with fashion designers.so cool! and i must say.their designs are damn good.i guess i will nvr ever come up with those designs.

haha.also i watched the 70s house on mtv. the competitors are supposed to be living as if they were living in the 70s.which means that their cd players.handphones everything modern gets consficated.worst.they have to wear the 70s clothes which is damn ugly and worse of the worst.haha.they are not allowed to talk as if they are in the 2000s.haha.so they cant mentioned anything like ... "you are awesome" or "botox.peels" otherwise they get eliminated.and the show is a MUST WATCH.damn damn funny.

almost laughed my head off.
ok.going to make fruit salad tomorrow.so im gonna sleep early.night ppl :)

I danced.I sang.
7:26 AM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

SPECIALLY TO NO NEE ON OUR VERY SPECIAL DAY

Happy 2 months anniversary.my girlfriend.gee :)

Today is our second month anniversary and im feeling so lucky to have you by my side for this two months.you were my pillar of strength and i love you so much.

erm.okay.im feeling so les.LAI LOVE LAI. :)

anyway.two more papers AND i will officially graduate from AC (if nothing bad happens)

and im going for job hunting tomorrow. all in all.im so happy today :)))

hm,my mom's going overseas again on tue.i hope she let me be rich again.

another cause to be happy !

oh ya.btw,im going to shanghai on the 8 of dec.and before booking the tix,i was actually looking forward to it.but after booking.im a lil reluctant to go. sian ji puah (nonee nonee)

but i promise my love,nonee.i will call you so that u dont miss me so much.and im sorry that you have to spend our third month anniversary alone.SO SORRY.

LAI LOVE LAI. :)

I danced.I sang.
4:59 AM

Friday, November 18, 2005

i feel so lost.and ive so much to study.
i have so much to say.but yet nothing comes up.

all my thoughts are so random.and sometimes i wonder whats the purpose of letting everyone know how and what im feeling deep down inside.

Blogs have never been a private sphere.it has always been a public domain where any Tom Dick or Harry are able to view your blog without knowing you personally.

Its just so hard just trying to survive.or trying to be a human.its too trying and tiring.

How i wished i could turn back time.where im still some childish girl not knowing anything.
with no worries.no troubles.no nothing.

but.now im all grown-up. and the process of growing up entails with it all these problems.

sometimes i would just wish that u will not be so rational.having to give a reason for everything that you do.
i wish u will just be spontaneous and forgiving.
to forgive all the wrong things ive done.

i may not be perfect but neither are you.
you are emotional.so am I.
focus on what im good at.not what im bad at.
learn my good points.not my bad points.

stand in my shoes.and u will probably understand how i feel.
you dont want to give me time to explain.but i gave u when u needed.
this is my way of telling you.you say ive to write everything which im sad at in my blog.
because u didnt gave chance.

i dont know what kind of response you will elicit when u read this entry.
but i just wanna tell you im really sorry for what ive done.

i had a bad dream yesterday.and it was almost a nightmare....

I danced.I sang.
8:59 PM

For Love or for Bread.

Which one is more important?Love or bread?

People of my age will probably choose the former.But im torn between the two.

or maybe u can say, i just dont trust in forever or eternity anymore.

and perphaps i have lost confidence in the male species.

dont get me wrong.im not misandry.im still very much in love with them.and i thank God that he placed the male species in the world.

But why didnt He made both species stay in harmony together for the longest possible time without any friction.If He didnt wanted to chaos in the world, why didnt He make human species all tamed and understanding and possessing all the favourable virtues that one could ever have.

I used to think that fairytales do in fact exist.that guys who are all tamed and understanding do exists.But now i dont.Probably if you asked me to choose between love or bread now. i will choose the latter.

Im not being materialistic.Im being practical.

Im not being old-fashioned.im just being realistic. especially in this ever transient world of ours where everything is driven by high-ended consumerism and money makes the world go round.

perphaps,money may not be able to buy everything in the world.but im sure love will not last any longer than a few months.maybe years.or maybe decades.maybe miracles do happen.But as long as it doesnt happen to me.im assuming that they dont exist.

Maybe I will feel the happiness and joy when im first in love.But they wear off.they sizzles .they become flat and eventually, you end up getting nowhere with love.

of course, i wanna feel in love.but at the same time.i dont wan be burdened by all the problems that comes with it.

When you opened a can of coke.its sizzles giving bubbles of carbon dioxide gas.leave it long enough and it turns flat and tasteless.

This is my analogy to relationships.

Im tired and im gonna sleep.night people.

I danced.I sang.
7:52 AM

btw.have you people seen the new bhangra CD? BUY FOR ME! cos im learning bhangra after exam.damn cool right! haha.

buy for me otherwise friendship over :)

I danced.I sang.
3:15 AM

chemistry MCQ was frigggging difficult.anyone who says that its easy in front of my face deserves a damn tight slap from me.like CRYSTAL PAN. and I HATE chemistry MCQ! its going to pull my overall grade down.grrrr.

btw.START dating me! my exam ends of the 24th of nov.which is coincidentally HEIDI HO HKWAI CHING'S bday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! see im the first to wish.

back to the topic! START dating me! pls ! to shop. to club . to job hunt. whatever. just not to the zoo.or anything under the sun.hurry hurry hurry!!

ok.ive a date on 24th with nono to club and shop and have a big feast.
ive a date with clarence wee.
ive a date with nick wai .

er.i think thats all.so im free! hurry up. pslpls!dont let me rot at home!! H.U.R.R.Y

two more papers and ill be a free bird.

I danced.I sang.
2:54 AM

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

all pictures taken from www.abercrombie.com

I danced.I sang.
11:06 PM

okay.last one!

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
11:04 PM

very chio :)

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
11:02 PM

i want!!!!

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
11:01 PM

SO PRETTY !

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
11:00 PM

so nice :)

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
10:57 PM

i want this for christmas *ahem* available in USA.buy for me :)

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
10:55 PM

HAHA.SO FUNNY.
vince msged me to tell me he saw the entry.

so FUNNY.haha.ok.maybe not.

anyway.i went for short retail therapy.about 1 hr + and spent almost hundred bucks.
my mom has the camera and so cannot take pictures of my stuff!

yay! im so happy. :)))))))))))

I danced.I sang.
3:16 AM

CHIO HOR! ultimate lover.

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
3:10 AM

ultimate chio-ness .actually very chio .but after scanning erm.became like that

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
3:10 AM

i think i look damn ugly.zzz.

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
3:09 AM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

heh.
so vincent loves me :)
he msged me last night !
haha.and i think we got telepathy.everytime when i write bad stuff about him he will sure see.

ok den. i shall try again.

VINCENT GIAM.ben dan! zhu! ben dan ben dan ben dan!

hehe.shall see if he will read this again tonight.

lala~ im baking cake again and its SLIGHTLY better :) yay!
so im happy today.

NONEE.U BETTER BUY ME THE ABERCROMBIE SHIRT OTHERWISE WE CAN FRIENDSHIP OVER.

I danced.I sang.
8:05 PM

ok.im lazy to edit. my love at the lovely place.

im a photowhore

I danced.I sang.
6:45 AM

i am very sad today :( so many things making me sad.
first.the choco muffins that i attempted to do from scratch failed and i ended up throwing the whole mixture away.
second.im having a splitting headache.
third.monday's biology option paper is freaking me out.cos i know nothing about sexual reproduction in humans and plants and being pregnant.and hormones related to pregnancy and mentrual cycle.basically i know nothing about that option.
fourth.nonee says i read MINDLESS books like shopaholic and adrian mole and everything else.
she wants me to start reading books by Daniel Steels.but i dont like.

ok.enough.im just very sad. :)
and i wanna eat my F.R.U.I.T.S.A.L.A.D

ps specially to VINCENT GIAM SI LI.

you asshole.u were the ONLY ONE who didnt message me to wish me luck for my ALEVELS.my exams are ending already and u still HAVENT send me a single good luck message.im NOT THAT angry yet.so when u see this entry.you BETTER message me.gee. :)

cant wait to party on the 24th of nov.yay!CHINA BLACK. i know whats the fifth thing thats making me sad.

Nonee says im resistant to change. basically im sad today because of nonee.

YAY! 9 MORE DAYS TO 24TH :)

*anyway to those whose bday falls on November.Xavier.benjamin.jeremiah.heidi.
im so sorry if ive forgotten your bdays! SO SORRY :)
i promised i will make it up to you people with CRYSTAL PAN.sorry!

Get your number - Mariah Carey

[chorus]Oh damn

The club 'bout to close in a minute

Can I get your number baby

So you and I can go get in it

Let me come and pick you up

And go take you out

Can I get your number baby

So I can show you what I'm all about

What I'm all about

DamnI've been checkin' you out

And I noticed that you ain't just one of the crowd

So tell me won't you

Come on and see about me babyI've got the Crys on ice and I'm 'bout to get nice

Up in VIP with all my ladies

Tell me how many times in your life

Will you get an opportunity like this tonight

Tell me a little somethin' about you

Here's a little somethin' about meI got a house in Capri and my own G4And that Benz with the doors that life up from the floor

[chorus]Oh damnThe club 'bout to close in a minute

Can I get your number baby

So you and I can go get in it

Let me come and pick you up

And go take you out

Can I get your number baby

I danced.I sang.
1:48 AM

Monday, November 14, 2005

my parents are going overseas today without me.
but at least they left me a sum of money for me so im rich overnight !
i hope they go overseas more often.

anyways.i cant stop thinking of party-ing and clubbing today.
should go on fri and its all because of nonee. :(

btw,do you know that americans have their first kiss at like what.nine years old? and they are so proud of the fact that they have boyfriends at nine! alrightey! i applaud them for their open mindedness.

i love mtv.to bits and pieces.at least i can dreammm of clubbing while im watching.

alright.back to studying.chemistry paper 2.so boring.zzz
i love my parents! yay!

I danced.I sang.
2:01 AM

Sunday, November 13, 2005

cant resist putting this photo up cos i think the two retards there are darn cute.haha.havent got permission from nick for abusing this photo.but im sure he wont mind cos i promised him we will club soon! hm.burmese are cute right?! haha.better looking than most of the singaporeans i know here.nice eyes.nice smile.and nice moves.

haha.but good acting in being retards.IM SORRY BLE AND NICK FOR ABUSING.

anyway.im applying for a job at the butter factory.which is a new club that is going to open soon in early january! i hope i get it! *pray*

alright.back to stuying since i slacked most of my weekends away

I danced.I sang.
3:14 AM

Saturday, November 12, 2005

im a kissing pro remember?

just love taking photos

I danced.I sang.
5:39 AM

You Are Practically Plastic

You're so beautiful that it's almost unrealUnfortunately, you're attitude's a little unreal tooEveryone knows you're super hot - no need to remind themYou've got it going on, so stop obsessing!

Are You Obsessed With Your Looks?

Your Fashion Style is Girly

You dress to look beautiful and show off what you've gotDresses, skirts, heels... whatever it takes to turn headsYou love feeling like a girl in any settingEven your workout clothes are cute and feminine!

What's" Your Fashion Style?

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5:27 AM

You Belong in New York City

You're an energetic, ambitious woman.And only NYC is fast enough for you.Maybe you'll set yourself up with a killer careerOr simply take in all the city has to offer.

What City Do You Belong In?

Your Vibe is Super Sexy

You feel 100% sexy at almost any momentAnd this inner sexiness really does boost your appealYou're confident, playful, and outgoingYou know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it!

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

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5:22 AM

Your French Name is:

Bebe Boncourt

What's" Your French Name?

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantityYou've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks offAnd you're adaptable, giving each partner what they craveWhen it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Your Career Type: Conventional

You are orderly and good at following a set plan.Your talents lie in working with written records and numbers in a systematic, orderly way.
You would make an excellent:
Bank Teller - Bookkeeper - Court Clerk Mail Carrier - Post Office Clerk - Secretary Timekeeper - Title Examiner - Typist The worst career options for your are artistic careers, like comedian or dancer.

What's" Your Ideal Career?

TMD!

I danced.I sang.
5:10 AM

Friday, November 11, 2005

lovelovelove

just love taking photos

I danced.I sang.
8:54 PM

ugliest bday girl you'll ever find

just love taking photos

I danced.I sang.
8:49 PM

so blueee..look like angels right! hahah.

just love taking photos

I danced.I sang.
8:45 PM

this is what defines us

just love taking photos

I danced.I sang.
8:39 PM

i love you more than i can say.

just love taking photos

I danced.I sang.
8:39 PM

im so tired.my eyes are closing.spent the last few days mugging my shit off for all the papers. only had about three to four hours of sleep everyday.
kinda sad huh.that's alevels life for u. esp when you dont study when u were in J1 and J2 and start cramming every single facts into ur limited capacity brain like what? two weeks before.

im glad i went for retail therapy today.it seems like im getting more and more materialistic and all.encouraged by the mtv-culture.which is also not entirely bad.i bought many stuff which i dont think i would have much opportunities to wear them.but hey.i will have freaking 9 MONTHS OR MORE if im really intending to go overseas to flaunt my pretty pretty purchases.

anyway.christmas's coming. I WAN CHRISTMAS PRESSIES! *ahem*
i wan pretty abercrombie and fitch shirt i saw.
i wan pearly necklaces.
i wan nice nice wa-wa shoes.
and i wan Chanel and Gucci bag
and my pretty BIG n GINORMOUS sunglasses :)
i wan more tops.and skirts.probably more tops than skirt.

i dont noe what im gonna do after As beside working and driving and sleeping.perphaps be a couch potato and rot at home.
and i think ive become such a party animal over the years.but....whatever.
im still young.should get wasted and enjoy life to the fullest right? hrrm.cliched.but true.

nvm.my thoughts are still all over the place.gonna sign out to do something relatively important.
but i wanna sleep! cos im so tired! :(

oh ya. you know just now i went to the nearby shop and save to buy HL milk.and then there was this group of erm.like pri 2-3 kids at the void deck playing soccer.and the oldest guy of the group did something which made me almost M.E.L.T. he did the hand thing that keeble did (you know the kind of dance when u do waves with ur hands.) WAH LAO EH.its even better than keeble and hes only like wad?! 8-9 years old? im SURE he has talent in dancing and he will be like some HOTTIE when he grows upp..ohhhmyy.i wanna marry him!! MARRY ME :) will you?

anyway.jus wanna say.i detest guys are so chicken and comes up with whole lot of dumb excuses .HELLO.YOU THINK IM SMALL KID EH. I AINT.YOU FOOL.

alright.clar asked me to go chinablack tonight and nick asked me to go cm i think. but i rejected both.cos NO NEE doesnt wan to go.and i dont wanna go alone with them. :(
but i ve 9 FREAKING long months i better do well for damn As. yay! to club after As.soi can club whole day whole night w/o feeling guilty! great eh! and during this time...i PROMISE! i WILL LEARN TO DRINK.not just one cup and get wasted.but many many many cups.maybe 2 for the start.yay! cant wait.

alright.im really tired.good night :)

and oh ya.no nee.remember at the gotham.we took photos with the clubbers and they asked us to obtain the stupid photos at the stupid webby! whats the url? i think they jacked us.stupid angels and all.zzz.

I danced.I sang.
7:14 AM

i missed halloween parties this year.so i MUST go next yr.maybe i should start preparing for next yr since nonee is LEGALLY 18 alr.and so.we can go gotham penthouse without having the need to memorize other ppls id.and we can go chinablack .and zouk! cant wait for exams to be over eh.

alright shall talk about my sad exams.

bio sucked.i thought it was harder than prelims.and i got ONE damn freaking stupid careless mistake.

maths paper 1. i basically screwed up.

chemistry paper 3. biochem section sucked like crazy.dumb careless mistake.

GP.its even worse.dont even talk about it.

alright.so i dont think i will get damn good results.nvm.shall just pray alrightey.

anyway.im gonna change my blogskin again cos i think its rather ugly.hahah!

and.todays a damn impt day! :)

HAPPY 18TH BDAY NONEEE !

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3:26 AM

Friday, November 04, 2005

I PROMISE I WONT DISAPPOINT MY PARENTS

I PROMISE I WILL WORK HARD.

I PROMISE I WILL GET AT LEAST 2 As WITH A PASS IN GP.

I PROMISE I WILL GET GOOD RESULTS.

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8:24 AM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

To someone very special
Just because i don't tag doesn't mean i don't care.Just because i don't call doesn't mean i don't care.Just because i don't ask doesn't mean i don't care.I'm sorry for not calling for not catching up with what's going on with your life. I thank blogger for at lesat keeping me updated. But sometimes its only when i read your blog then i know what went on. And even then , i don't call. Why? Busyness? Have i become so hard hearted?But even if i do call i don't ask. just give you the assurance that you can turn to me if you want to. I don't ask also because somethings i prefer you telling me on your own rather than me asking and invading into your privacy.We're in different schools, taking different subjects. We've changed.But always remember that i'll be still there for you because i know you will for me to. :) don't do anything to hurt yourself like you did in the past. It makes me worry. Partying will allow you forget the hurt temporarily. The hurt will stick for quite some time i suppose but i always say, time will let things heal. I've only a little idea why you're hurting that much and on that issue, i've got no experience so that's what i can only suggest. It may be of no use at all, but always know that i'm a phone call away.I love you and i thank god for bringing you into my life. You've given me joy and wonderful memories and i know it'll continue though the two of us may be busy. Catching up is never easy but we'll just have to make the effort.I'm not sure if you'll be reading this but i hope you do. I will definitely catch up with you after the A levels. This time round i'm sure we'll both be able to make it. :)Take care! >>>>>from Crystal's blog.

Crystal.I think this entry is for me. :) thankew girl. ya im alright already.thanks! and i know u will always be there for me. sometimes i dont tell you my problems. because u should know eh.im not the kind who will confide people in my problems. im so sorry . but our priority now is to get As for our coming A levels.dont worry if u get not-really-decent results for ur phy mcq.cos we still have exactly a week to prepare.U must believe that u can do it !

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

I danced.I sang.
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